And I've lost who I am.

“I want to be happy… normal. I want to learn what it’s like to wake up in the morning and not feel sad.”---

“Every book, every volume you see here, has a soul. The soul of the person who wrote it and of those who read it and lived and dreamed with it. Every time a book changes hands, every time someone runs his eyes down its pages, its spirit grows and strengthens.”

-- MY STUFF: 1 - 2

“Fletch lives!”

Amanda: Then maybe there’s someone else you’d like to help.
Ryan: Nikita. Can you hear me?
Birkhoff: Is that Fletcher?
Michael: No, he’s gone. Nikita was there.
Nikita: What’d you do, Amanda? Have your techs splice together some old recordings of Ryan’s voice?
Ryan: No. Listen, the first time we met, we were in that bunker in Chile. I asked who you were, you said, “Nikita. You hung up on me.”
Nikita: Ryan.

Nikita 2.16 — Doublecross