And I've lost who I am.

“I want to be happy… normal. I want to learn what it’s like to wake up in the morning and not feel sad.”---

“Every book, every volume you see here, has a soul. The soul of the person who wrote it and of those who read it and lived and dreamed with it. Every time a book changes hands, every time someone runs his eyes down its pages, its spirit grows and strengthens.”

-- MY STUFF: 1 - 2

Jason: Look, this summer has been one of the best I’ve had in a long time.
Kevin: Oh, I know. It’s like Danny and Sandy in Grease.
Jason: Yeah?
Kevin: Yeah.
Jason: Which one of us is Sandy?
Kevin: Well, you’re about to go help the poor, so I think that makes you the goody two-shoes in this relationship.
Jason: Kev, I don’t expect you to wait for me.
Kevin: Well, that’s too bad because I’m going to.
Jason: You are?
Kevin: Come on. You’re the one who’s always saying I need to have more faith. Besides, what am I supposed to do? I love you.
Jason: I love you, too.

Brothers & Sisters 2.01 — Home front

Kevin: He told you to break up with me, didn’t he?
Jason: No. No, he’s sending me on a mission. To Malaysia.
Kevin: Malaysia?
Jason: Yeah. I know. It’s far.
Kevin: No. Uh, no. Actually, that’s not far. I mean… New York is far. Malaysia’s halfway around the world. So, did you tell him you can’t because you’re in a relationship?
Jason: It doesn’t work like that. Okay? It’s just for a few months. Or a year.
Kevin: A year? Oh, wow. I’m sorry. Are you out of your mind? You’re my boyfriend, for God’s sake, Jason. Oh, no, of course. God’s the one who wants you to forsake me.
Jason: Okay, Kevin. Kevin. I made a commitment to the church. This is my faith.
Kevin: Oh, what, so now I’m supposed to be happy that you’re leaving to convert the unwashed masses? Which, I’m sorry, I find distastefully colonialist of you.
Jason: I’m helping build a school.
Kevin: Oh! Well, great. Forget it, you know? Because, obviously, I can’t compete with poor, needy children.
Jason: You know what? No, you can’t compete. Because this is bigger than me and what I want.
Kevin: Oh. What, now I’m a narcissist?
Jason: There are people in this world who need help.
Kevin: Yes, Jason! People like me!
Jason: Who really need help.
Kevin: You know what? We’re… God.
Jason: Go ahead. We’re… We’re what? Huh? Because every time I even suggested trying to define us, you change the subject.
Kevin: I’m sorry. This is now my fault?
Jason: No! This isn’t your fault. Okay? But you can’t expect someone to just organize his life around you, when you can’t even say “I love you.”
Kevin: Yeah, well, good thing I didn’t because look where I’d be now.
Jason: I’m sorry. Hey, maybe if you had a little faith…
Kevin: Yeah, well, I don’t.

Brothers & Sisters 2.01 — Home front